Before I Self Destruct

from The Time It Takes to Get From Place to Place and How People Change by floral patterns.

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I’m sorry that I’m a mess sometimes. I wish that I could count every time, I cried myself to sleep at night. That’s wishful thinking and I’m not sure it’s worth the try this time.
I don’t know if I’m alright x3
I still think about you all the time.
I just think it’s best we spent sometime with out me by your side. I wish I could have your back, I wish I could hold your hand. It’s just so hard to swallow all these lies. And for the first time, I will dry my eyes and get some sleep in my own sheets. I swear I’ll be fine.

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from The Time It Takes to Get From Place to Place and How People Change, released May 30, 2019

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